what a day to start everything...my shift at work is at 8:15PM and guess what time did i wake up...8:10! my god?!! sleepy head! my alarm clock really sucks...how i wish i could just throw it but i couldn't because it's my cellphone...haay....i promise not to be late in work again so there would be no SD (salary deduction) anymore.

grabe sa wakas nakapagpost din ko....sobrang dami kcng pinapagawa at di na talaga mapigilan ang pagoOT... humanda ka ice at tatalunin ko yung dami ng OT mo...hehehe! pero bago ang lahat...gusto ko lang sabihin na bukod sa GWAPO AT CUTE AKO eh magiging mahaba tong post ko kc madami talaga ko gusto i-share sa nyo kaya tiyaga lang...sya nga pala, TUVS...belated hapi bday! xnsha na bro di kita nabiti nung bday mo kc di ko nadala cel ko nun...sabi nga ng mga matatanda..."HULI MAN AT MAGALING, HULI PA RIN!!!" ngak!!! salamat din sa UBE CAKE... and to start off...merong isang TL na nakakapanginit talaga ng dugo ko...yung bago na mataBABOY at mukha namang bakla na may hikaw...kala mo kung sino kcng magaling...kaya dun sa mga magti-tier 2 kong friendships wag nyo pansinin kung na yun kc masyadong nagmamarunong...biruin mo pinagsisystem restore nya yung agt nya at eto pa, INBOUND call sya...eh kung marinig ng CPAT yun e di tigok yung agt...eto pa isa...nagtanong sa kin yung agt nya kung pwede ba mag-create ng new connection sa xp gamit westell modem kc di maka-access sa GUI...syempre sinabi ko dun sa agt na pwede kc yun yung tinatawag na create native client...umepal ba naman si at sinabing magko-conflict daw sa modem kc interface-based daw ang westell...natural, sinabi ko na hindi kc ilang beses ko ng nasubukan yung step tapos kumagat...eh ayaw magpatalo nung yun at sinabi nya sa agt na pilitin daw na mag-surf into westell pero pag hindi pa rin daw gumana refer to oem...eh tayo lang nagtotroubleshoot ng modem na yun...cgro kahit i-refer nya sa westell manufacturer yun eh ibabato lang sa tin yun...syempre magiging irate yung customer...kita nyo kabo-bohan nung gugong na yun...palibasa kc di nagtake ng calls at diretso TL na kaya nagmamarunong...kala mo alam lahat...dapat yung mga TL na walang alam sa pagto-troubleshoot magundergo ulit ng training kc maraming agt ang nabobo sa mga tinuturo nila...at eto pa pala, maalala ko...mga chong, repair IE na lang irerefer pa sa OEM sabi nya kc ginagawa daw ng Dell yun (kc dun daw sya galing)...eh di man nga lang nag-attempt yung agt nya na itroubleshoot yun tapos irefer agad...grabe nakakabwisit talaga... kaya dun sa mga kasama ko sa mentor at mga chongerts kong tier 2, pagumepal yung gugong na yun wag nyo pansinin kc halos la namang alam yun tulad sa mga natutunan natin sa floor...chaka di nya pwede itulad yung experience nya sa dell kc iba ang computer hardware sa internet connection...wag din kayo papatalo dun kc di naman nag-take ng calls yun...pati nga si Marvin asar din dun kc masyado daw pinangungunahan ang mga taga-escal...hayaan nyo aalamin ko yung sinabi nung yun sa agt nya kung bakit nabwisit si marvin...chaka paalala sa mga friendships kong tier 2...konting iwas lang kayong konti kay TIER 2 ALWAYS ON DRUGS kc isa pang feeling yun na kala mo sobrang niyang galing...tawagin ba naman si michelle na mascot ng mga tier 2...tapos pinagmamalaki nya pa na ang talagang kailangan nila sa team ng tier 2 eh yung 2 bagong agts na galing sa linksys at xbox...parang gusto niyang palabasin na hindi nila kailangan yung mga papasok na tier 2 ngayon...sana umayos-ayos sya kc di lang maraming naiirita sa kanya kundi mas marami pang masmarunong sa kanya sa tier 2...haay naku...sana tong mga bwisit na to eh umaayos-ayos na kc di lahat ng oras eh tama sila...at may isa pa kong pahabol sa mga kasama ko sa mentor at mga friendships ko sa wave 3...ingat lang din tayo dun sa galing sa wave 8 ata yun or 9...basta name nya KRISHNA...isa pang kala mo kung sino...pag magtatanong yun sabihin nyo lang parati na tumingin sya sa boss kc saksakan ng pilosopo yun...sana nakakaramdam sya na maraming nagmomonitor sa kanya na gusto na lang siyang sapakin pag nagtatanong...pano ba naman magtatanong na nga lang tapos babarahin ka pa eh di naman nya alam yung mga pinagsasabi nya...1 good example...tinanong nya ko kung ano yung back-up dial-up # nung isang lugar...sinabi ko sa kanya na tignan nya sa boss kc di ko naman alam lahat tapos tinanong ko sya kung di ba nya natutunan sa PST yng 9 states kung san may BS...sinagot ba naman ko na "DI KO NAMAN ALAM YUN EH!!!" sa sobrang asar ko tinanong ko sya "NAG-PST KA BA?!!!" sinagot naman ko ng yun "OO! PERO DI KO NAMAN KAILANGAN KABISADUHIN YUN AH..." tapos pinilosopo pa ko na "BAKIT DI BA PWEDE PADALA KO NA LANG YUNG MODEM NUNG CU KUNG SAN MAN SIYA PUPUNTA?" sabi ko "SYEMPRE HINDI PWEDE YUN..." hindi pa nakontento ang lola mo at iniba ang usapan..."PANO KUNG YUNG CU KO GAMIT IFITL TAPOS DI KO NAMAN ALAM KUNG ANO GAGAWIN KO?" grabe sa sobrang asar ko talaga tumahimik na lang ko kc baka kung ano pa masabi ko...nayari tuloy sya kay LEM nung minonitor sya...haay talaga nga naman kapag ang tao eh parating nagmamagaling...napupunta sa HUKAY...basta kung may mga complaints kayo ilabas nyo lang dito sa online journal para di kayo mabaliw at ma-warn na rin yung iba...cge hanggang sa muli mga parecoys at marecoys...update-update na lang tayo dito every now and then lalo na sa mga hindi magandang sistema sa floor...okidoki?! peace with toyo and patis...

ei guys, i know this is long but this is worth a read...hope to hear from you after giving this just your little time...tenkyu!!!

“We often fool ourselves and say that it’s love only,
‘Cause when it’s gone we end up being lonely.
So how are we to know that it just wasn’t so?
That we just have to let each other go.”

It’s over. He’s/she’s gone. Why do we
have to part while the love is still there?

Why do we have to suffer? Why do we
have to meet only to lose in the end?

There are questions left unanswered,
words left unsaid, letters unread, poems
undone, songs unsung, love unexpressed,
promises unfulfilled.

In a relationship, one of the hardest
things to do is saying goodbye and letting
go... It is as hard as breaking a crystal
because you’ll never know when you
would be able to pick up the pieces
again. More often than not, they who go feel not
the pain of parting. It is they who stay behind
that suffer because they are left with
memories of a love that was meant to be,
a love that was.

“There were many times when we shared
precious moments,
But later realized that they were only stolen
moments.
So how are we to know that it just wasn’t so?
That we just have to let each other go.”

At the beginning and at the end of the relationship,
we are embarrassed to find ourselves alone.
Unfair as it may seem, but that’s the way love
goes. That’s the drama, the bittersweet and
risk of falling in love. After all, nothing is
permanent but change. Everything will
eventually come to its end without us knowing
when, without us knowing how, without
us knowing why. And we must forget not
because we want to but because we need to.

In letting go, sorrows come not as a
single spy but in battalions.
It seems that everywhere you go,
everything you do, every song you hear,
every turn of your head, every beat of your heart,
the blink of your eyes, and the breath that
you take always remind you of him/her. It’s like
a stab of a knife, a torture in the night.

Funny how the whole world becomes
depopulated when only one person is
missing. Just imagine, there are four billion
people on earth and yet you feel lonely
and empty without the other.

I don’t know if it’s worth calling an art, but
letting go entails special skills sparkled with a
considerable space and time.

Time heals all wounds but it takes a little
push on our part. Not all wish comes true.
Sometimes we have to part because of
circumstances beyond our control. We
have to suffer if it would mean happiness for
others. We have to cry temporarily to let go of
the pain.

Every beginning has its end as every
dawn has its dusk. It’s something we can’t
control, something to live up.

It’s over. He’s/she’s gone. But life has to
go on. Goodbye doesn’t always mean forever.
There will always be a place and time to
where and when questions will be
answered, words will be spoken, letters will
be read, poems will be recited and promises will
be fulfilled. Somewhere, someday,
somehow... = )
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ANONYMOUS